I'm not here to impress and despite what you may think, I'm not looking for your approval.
I don't mind sticking out.
I'll be the first to jump, the first to speak, the first to regret.
I'm okay with admitting mistake.
I can stand next to you and blend in. I can look like you, laugh like you, act like you...but I am not you. I am me and I am proud of that fact.
So what if my hair is straight and lifeless.
So what if I have dull, brown eyes.
So what if my skintone is uneven and constantly breaks out.
So what if my husband and I get into fights.
So what if I ocassionaly lose my temper.
So what if I am forgetful, clumsy and akward.
So what if I'm not perfect. So what if I don't want to act as if I am.
I don't want rhyme and reason to everything I do. I'd rather live in the moment. I'd rather take each day for all that it is and forget any and all plans for now or the future. Look down upon if you will, but it won't ruffle any of my feathers. I love my life. I know where I stand and what I believe and it makes no different to me if any one else believe it.